Today I felt like starting
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Better Lift
that looks like my instagram account
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
no longer writing in the third person
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
hiding from the rain
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
like magnets
so the method has to be autonomous