the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

I am below everything.

yeah

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

It Will Get Lighter

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

whats your name?

what do you mean

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

sorry i am texting like a slav

Picture

plato

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.