have you read

yeah

much more tactility

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

so at the end

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

so an active mazelike process

we need to be deconstructing our identities

what do you mean

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i dont understand magnetisation

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

its good

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

ahnaf abrar

so the method has to be autonomous

that looks like my instagram account

all that is to say

whats your name?

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

i want to do that too

is this you as well

lol

i was tempted to lie about my name

its good short few pages

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

i understand

autonomy of learning

division of reality is straying away from it

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

it is hopeful

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.