I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Worse Lift

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i see a website

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

kind of mythopoesis

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Can I see

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

It Will Get Lighter

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

idk

bro i read nothing in my life

1

you cannot feed someone truth

yeah

that looks like my instagram account

but really the thing should be autonomous

i dont understand magnetisation

we need to be deconstructing our identities

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41