stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
no longer writing in the third person
currently
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
i see a website
I am below everything.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
so the method has to be autonomous
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
its performative
magnetisation/form
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
not their contents
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
barren land
i have read not even 1 book
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.