i understand
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
no longer writing in the third person
The Hatton geezer (fuck off) is emptying his pockets, searching for the silver rizlas he apparently has. He refuses to take one of mine (also silver) because the tobacco I'm giving him is already too much to ask. He tells me about the guy who can do 50g of Golden Virginia for a good price, the guy who every other man over 50 knows. I'm not interested.
yeah
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.
send link
December 2025
was it worth it
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
that looks like my instagram account
...
we can only engage in such a way
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
and the fake qualifier
i dont understand magnetisation
god being the centre magnet
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
no i haven't really read anything
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
idk