i was tempted to lie about my name

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

barren land

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

was it worth it

i understand

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything


i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

It Will Get Lighter

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

December 2025

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

in a post. I want to be remembered

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models


ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

is this you as well

but i respect your search

fw

not their contents



i see a website

plato