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After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

no longer writing in the third person

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

but really the thing should be autonomous

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

we can only engage in such a way

i love it here

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

is this you as well

its performative

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so the method has to be autonomous