We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes. The conversation drifts to the pleasantness of warm lighting and whether anyone needs a smart home. I interrupt her to make a joke about the French Raj as he runs up the causeway. We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

god being the centre magnet

its good short few pages

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

you cannot feed someone truth

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

send your tumblr

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

no i haven't really read anything

lol yea

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i want to do that too

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Rain, starting

isaac

what do you think my name is

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

not their contents

no like which do people call me

i really havent

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

bro i read nothing in my life

and the fake qualifier

that looks like my instagram account

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.