"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Better Lift

but really the thing should be autonomous

it is hopeful


it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

so an active mazelike process

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models


as in


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After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

IWGD

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

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no i haven't really read anything

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

propensity within someone

what do you mean

so the method has to be autonomous

was it worth it