it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Lift Analysis

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.


It Will Get Lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

in a post. I want to be remembered

you have a beautiful account btw

hiding from the rain

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

it is hopeful


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

13, H, grate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Thank you, Jack

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life