the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Rain, starting

not their contents

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

it is hopeful

It Will Get Lighter

in a post. I want to be remembered

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

so the method has to be autonomous

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

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you cannot feed someone truth


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

division of reality is straying away from it

Better Lift

really i want the internet

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

sorry i am texting like a slav


Worse Lift

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

send your tumblr

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i have read not even 1 book

idk