Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either
by social expectations, relationships, or internal
emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged
desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy. Forest and snow
– The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal:
its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that
cannot be expressed. Death or dissolution
– Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
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FOUNDING DOCUMENT
it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like
text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru
shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by
(oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always
interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read
texts.
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant
articulate
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its
qualities
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about...
whatever
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
2 (actually index). two is company
so the method has to be autonomous
part of an old note. It will get lighter.
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems
annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder
where it goes in the day.
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
no like which do people call me
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