a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

the site i am dreaming

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now