a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
really i want the internet
but i respect your search
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
December 2025
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
send link
autonomy of learning
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
Today I felt like starting
plato