He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

December 2025

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

its good

its good short few pages

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

lol

Pimlico Rats

plato

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what do you mean

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

The only real Londoner remaining is old, bitter, kept around for entertainment, defined by tropes from 30+ years ago. They play gangsters in films, or they work in a pie and mash shop, or they go on Business Insider's YouTube channel to tell you about their crimes. And they somehow still find the time to spend all day hanging about cafes and pubs for you to bump into, to remind you of Real London.

i have read not even 1 book


The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

Lift Analysis

I Write Goodbye Letter

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
i see a website

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

what do you think my name is

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now