all that is to say

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

you cannot feed someone truth

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

as in

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Better Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

you have a beautiful account btw

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

no longer writing in the third person

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

It Will Get Lighter

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything