this will be about a slug

i have read not even 1 book

sorry i am texting like a slav

abrar?

autonomy of learning

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

isaac

like magnets

is this you as well

was it worth it

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

its good

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

feel you

ahnaf abrar

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

whats your name?

you cannot feed someone truth

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

that looks like my instagram account

ion

division of reality is straying away from it

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Today I felt like starting

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


god being the centre magnet

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

send your tumblr

you have a beautiful account btw

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful