This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

you have a beautiful account btw

hello reader,

But seriously, thank you, Jack

autonomy of learning

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Can I see

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

December 2025


but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

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yes

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

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i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

13, H, grate

It Will Get Lighter

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine