Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
I am below everything.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
yeah
like first name
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
its performative
you cannot feed someone truth
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
was it worth it
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
so an active mazelike process
i really havent
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
magnetisation/form
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
bro i read nothing in my life
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
abrar?