i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

but i respect your search

really i want the internet

yeah

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

all that is to say

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I am below everything.

hiding from the rain

your feed looks like my tumblr

fw

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Worse Lift

so the method has to be autonomous

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

or never left

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."