I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.
sorry i am texting like a slav
we need to be deconstructing our identities
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
or never left
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Better Lift
i love it here
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
no longer writing in the third person
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
much more tactility
lol
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
lol yea
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
really i want the internet
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.