I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i understand

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

barren land

like first name

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i dont understand magnetisation

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

not their contents

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

plato

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

lol yea

which magnetises chains of pins

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

you cannot feed someone truth

send your tumblr

sorry i am texting like a slav

lol

thank you

or never left

no i haven't really read anything

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like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i really havent

we can only engage in such a way

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

was it worth it

bro i read nothing in my life

isaac newton

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos