the site i am dreaming

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

I am below everything.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

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i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Today I felt like starting

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so an active mazelike process

not their contents

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

feel you

like magnets

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

god being the centre magnet

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

isaac newton