i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

autonomy of learning

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

feel you

division of reality is straying away from it

so at the end

what do you mean

have you read

i want to do that too

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

all that is to say

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

magnetises a pin

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

plato

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

much more tactility

and the fake qualifier

its performative

bro i read nothing in my life

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

ahnaf abrar

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.


this will be about a slug

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.