was it worth it

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

send link

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

...

yeah

barren land

as in

the site i am dreaming

like magnets

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

I Write Goodbye Letter

December 2025

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

so an active mazelike process


"Put a blanket."

2 (actually index). two is company

yes

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

Today I felt like starting

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine