idk
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
i really havent
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Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
i did until you asked which kind of gave it away
a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext
Lift Analysis
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
no longer writing in the third person
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
Better Lift
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
like first name
so an active mazelike process
currently
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."