She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.


It Will Get Lighter

ahnaf abrar

plato

is this you as well

i love it here

i want to do that too

yeah

i was tempted to lie about my name

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

so at the end

barren land

much more tactility

no like which do people call me

December 2025

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

so an active mazelike process

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Slug


Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

autonomy of learning

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate


Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

in a post. I want to be remembered

i have read not even 1 book

bro i read nothing in my life

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting