i want to do that too

you cannot feed someone truth

2 (actually index). two is company

we need to be deconstructing our identities

like first name

much more tactility

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

so the method has to be autonomous

magnetisation/form

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

abrar?

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

have you read

was it worth it

December 2025

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

and the fake qualifier

Better Lift

all that is to say

its good

its performative

Lift Analysis

was it worth it

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.