it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

no longer writing in the third person

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.


I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

Today I felt like starting


hiding from the rain

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

"No, it'll get cold!" "Put a tut ahh put a-"

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24


Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

It Will Get Lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59


Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

Worse Lift