"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

13, H, grate

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

no longer writing in the third person

"Put a blanket."

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

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One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.


so an active mazelike process

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

not their contents

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

as in

you cannot feed someone truth

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

propensity within someone

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.