i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

hiding from the rain

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

It Will Get Lighter

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

no longer writing in the third person

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

13, H, grate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

in a post. I want to be remembered

It Will Get Lighter

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

so the method has to be autonomous

so an active mazelike process

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos


isaac newton

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

isaac