December 2025

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.


2 (actually index). two is company

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Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

i have read not even 1 book

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

feel you

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

really i want the internet

so the method has to be autonomous

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then