there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

so at the end

currently

Today I felt like starting

I am below everything.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

kind of mythopoesis

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59