with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
no longer writing in the third person
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
I am below everything.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
it is hopeful
wait what is that
i really havent
December 2025
idk
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50