currently

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

its good

so the method has to be autonomous

yeah

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

like magnets

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

magnetisation/form

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

or never left

hello reader,

December 2025

abrar?

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

was it worth it

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

was it worth it

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

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confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.