okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

division of reality is straying away from it

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

its performative

so an active mazelike process

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate


was it worth it

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now


propensity within someone

and the fake qualifier

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

Slug

abrar?

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

like magnets

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

in a post. I want to be remembered

which magnetises chains of pins

that looks like my instagram account

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

It Will Get Lighter