have you read
no like which do people call me
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.
yeah
feel you
He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.
which magnetises chains of pins
sorry i am texting like a slav
barren land
thank you
The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.
i dont understand magnetisation
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
what do you think my name is
plato
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
A roll of 50s is one of the items he dumps onto my table during the search. Of course it is. He asks if I'm a delivery boy or a setter or this or that diamond related job. I keep saying no, I'm enjoying hearing all of these new words. Eventually I tell him that I work in film, which is kind of true. He asks where I'm filming. I'm not filming. He tells me that I can't be that good at it then. He then tells me that he made a film once, in the 80s. It was called Pimlico Rats.
Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.
ion
its performative
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
was it worth it
so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities
no longer writing in the third person
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
lol yea
all that is to say