it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
autonomy of learning
we want to live the knowledge too live the content
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
"Put a blanket."
i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse
i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me
so at the end
so the method has to be autonomous
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
It's
dusk
in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
you have a beautiful account btw
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.
really i want the internet
but really the thing should be autonomous
division of reality is straying away from it