Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

i have read not even 1 book

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

lol yea

magnetisation/form

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

isaac

plato

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

as in

so the method has to be autonomous

send your tumblr

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

ahnaf abrar

like magnets

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

isaac newton

its performative

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

or never left

have you read

i was tempted to lie about my name

i want to do that too

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

you cannot feed someone truth

no longer writing in the third person

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.