its performative

i want to do that too

barren land

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

what do you think my name is

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

plato

autonomy of learning

you cannot feed someone truth

magnetisation/form

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models


part of an old note. It will get lighter.


...

in a post. I want to be remembered


a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting


i see a website

...

It Will Get Lighter

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.
something religious, a kind of complex, it will get lighter, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Lift Analysis

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?