no i haven't really read anything

send your tumblr

December 2025

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then


Lift Analysis

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Slug

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

bro i read nothing in my life

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.


to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine