Today I felt like starting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

...

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

hiding from the rain

not their contents

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

is this you as well

i really havent

so the method has to be autonomous

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

isaac

and the fake qualifier

send link

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

which magnetises chains of pins

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

isaac newton

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

the site i am dreaming

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

no longer writing in the third person

bro i read nothing in my life

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt