We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

currently

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

not their contents

Rain, starting

really i want the internet

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

in a post. I want to be remembered

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so the method has to be autonomous

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

sorry i am texting like a slav

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

...

i want to do that too

its performative

Worse Lift

we need to be deconstructing our identities

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books