I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

you cannot feed someone truth

plato

your feed looks like my tumblr

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

lol yea

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

so the method has to be autonomous

ahnaf abrar

abrar?

yeah

what do you think my name is

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

lol

as in

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i want to do that too

I am below everything.

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

and the fake qualifier

was it worth it

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book


i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

was it worth it

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying


Worse Lift

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

i really havent