a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i see a website

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

its good short few pages

Better Lift

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50


i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It Will Get Lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

in a post. I want to be remembered

so at the end

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

and the fake qualifier


its good

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it


i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

send link

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book