It Will Get Lighter

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

wait what is that

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Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i really havent

December 2025

I Write Goodbye Letter


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Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

2 (actually index). two is company

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We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.


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bro i read nothing in my life

its good short few pages

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

is this you as well


all that is to say

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

its good

sorry i am texting like a slav