all that is to say

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

we need to be deconstructing our identities

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

you cannot feed someone truth

propensity within someone

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

its performative

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

your feed looks like my tumblr

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

lol yea

i have read not even 1 book

lol

i see a website

division of reality is straying away from it

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

or never left

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

you have a beautiful account btw

that looks like my instagram account

really i want the internet

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate