I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

but i respect your search

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Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

"Put a blanket."

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

was it worth it

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now


god being the centre magnet

isaac newton

abrar?