so the method has to be autonomous

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I am below everything.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

magnetisation/form

as in

or never left

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

is everyoneback on tumblr now

its performative

fw

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

send your tumblr

brb i will read and reply sincerely

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

lol

yeah

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.